MEMILIKI KEHILANGAN
- Letto
| tak mampu melepasnya walau sudah tak ada |
| hatimu tetap merasa masih memilikinya |
| rasa kehilangan hanya akan ada |
| jika kau pernah merasa memilikinya |
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| pernahkah kau mengira kalau dia kan sirna |
| walau kau tak percaya dengan sepenuh jiwa |
| rasa kehilangan hanya akan ada |
| jika kau pernah merasa memilikinya |
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| pernahkah kau mengira kalau dia kan sirna |
| walau kau tak percaya dengan sepenuh jiwa |
| rasa kehilangan hanya akan ada |
| jika kau pernah merasa memilikinya |
the lyrics so jiwang all right. but so true. T_T
oh ok, so now this is a pathetic sad all mourn kinda blog
lantak la ye. haha
nway found the lyrics from err i believe its my long distance cousin's blog.
wud suffice as the first entry for my mr. blog #2. u see i hv mr.blog#1 and now, talkabout infidelity, here comes mr.blog#2 :p
yes, its me ranting, blabbing without any certain specific purpose watsoever.
i just feel like wanting to have another blog where ppl wudnt read and if they do, well.. i dunno. shud i feel embarassed then? bcos of wat? of my stupidity? or of my shallow-minded ness? (is there such a word anyway?)
of course i should. but watdaheck, here i hide my true self, and i stress on my anonymity.
but
it feels weird. like truly:
i really dont understand human. me, specifically.
a part of me wants to hv a new blog where i can blab all i want, another small part of me wants it to be read by my regular readers (i can say i do hv some tau, jgn memain) at my mr.blog#1.
ok so watever.
as far as im concern this blog will be personal. like rreeaally personal.
so here's how personal this blog can be: u see when u enter into my personal world, u hv to know there's always Mr.A, who's heart been crushed by my .. well i wont say stupidity, but rather ignorance? or is it insensitive? hm or mayb just plain stupidity. ketidaktahuan. kealpaan? u decide. wait. is there any 'u' ? hehe watever.
then this Mr.A story has been history like since FOREVER. yes. THAT long ago. i shudnt be bothered like the way i stil do rite now. but then again there's no interesting story bout Mr.A anymore. but just to let u know, that there's always a part of this blog where all things wud go back to Mr.A. hm.
that aside.
i think i'd like to share my ideas here.
of love, of life.
not that i know many of , but stil, its always nice to write something u thought u know about and after 2-3 years later only to find out that twas so .. little, or.. . hm ape2lah.
the idea is, mayb if i think sum of my selebet ideas/writings ni mcm ok jek, i'll bring it up kat my mr.blog#1.
ish panjang la name blog2 aku ni. so shotform je la from now on k. MB1(mr.blog#1), MB2(Mr.Blog#2).
there goes
my 1st entry.
hihi
will write sum more later :)
